MEDITATION – Before and After

Peaceful low-key day ahead.  Wanting to walk in the air of the coming fall.  Wanting more of this appreciation of time I seem to be settling into as I accept the new reality of my life, which may be temporary.  Accepting the uncertainty?

I thought it would be cool to write bits of thinking before and after my morning meditations.  I did this quite a bit when I was still going through my first year of lessons in A Course in Miracles.  I hope I can find them.  My personal journal history.  I carefreely create and hold loosely too.

The above is the before for today. 

After…

Who am I to judge anyone’s path of healing?  The process they use or the time it takes?  Hasn’t it been 15 years this coming March, for me to go from crazy to calm?  Ah, calm… Create a Loving Mirror.  Recognition that this is my minds twist on BALM (sm) Be a Loving Mirror.  The coaching pamphlet I read shortly before bed last night.

Are we just flesh and blood computers?  The last chapter of Amy Poehler’s book Yes, Please was titled something like “When the robots take over.”  She was talking about her phone and how it wants her dead… or at least, not to finish her book or anything else she may yearn to accomplish because of all the distraction it provides.  Feeling grateful to have written a bit before jumping into my own technological fray of the day.  7:07 am  September 20, 16.